So it seams a lot of things have changed since my last entry. It's been almost a year since I last wrote. Looking back now everything a year ago seamed so much easier. Last year around this time Ken and I broke up. That seams like so long ago now. Right now Cashmere is sick. It breaks my heart to see her like this because she isn't herself at all. I have to go outside to give her water or else she won't drink. We had to get her other dog food so she will actually eat it. She has to take these pills twice a day and the pills were over $115. My dad has to carry her up the stairs in the morning to bring her outside where she stays all day then at night she comes inside where my dad has to carry her down the stairs again. This ontop of everything else in my life is a lot to handle. I've been trying to get to ALC for the last few weeks so I can start working on come classes since I have to do all of grade 11 over due to me being sick. Andrew and I broke up a while ago and I'm trying to deal with that aswell. Breanne is mad at me and I don't know why. Alyssa and Lisa barely talk to me. Feels like I've lost everything. My sister is moving out and everything is changing. I'm really not sure how much more I can handle. Wish someone cared.